im sorry for this in advance.
does anyone else face consistant, crippling troubles every time when joining a new community?
it- against my better judgement- is easy for me to say or do the thing that said community dislikes.
i somehow am very skilled in upsetting the very community i try so desperately to fit in.
it's a curse; not something im proud of. i- often- never seem to get the sense of humor, ideals, or expectations of any community that i try to become apart of. i don't understand why i can't be a normal, individual, competent enough to merge into a community that i am fascinated- or even hyperfixated with... i dunno. anyway, hope your e6' doom-(yiff)-scroll is going well. goodnight
(also, this artist's art is good :]👍)

Should this be tagged as imminent milking?

fluw said:
im sorry for this in advance.
does anyone else face consistant, crippling troubles every time when joining a new community?
it- against my better judgement- is easy for me to say or do the thing that said community dislikes.
i somehow am very skilled in upsetting the very community i try so desperately to fit in.
it's a curse; not something im proud of. i- often- never seem to get the sense of humor, ideals, or expectations of any community that i try to become apart of. i don't understand why i can't be a normal, individual, competent enough to merge into a community that i am fascinated- or even hyperfixated with... i dunno. anyway, hope your e6' doom-(yiff)-scroll is going well. goodnight
(also, this artist's art is good :]👍)

im gonna touch you

fluw said:
im sorry for this in advance.
does anyone else face consistant, crippling troubles every time when joining a new community?
it- against my better judgement- is easy for me to say or do the thing that said community dislikes.
i somehow am very skilled in upsetting the very community i try so desperately to fit in.
it's a curse; not something im proud of. i- often- never seem to get the sense of humor, ideals, or expectations of any community that i try to become apart of. i don't understand why i can't be a normal, individual, competent enough to merge into a community that i am fascinated- or even hyperfixated with... i dunno. anyway, hope your e6' doom-(yiff)-scroll is going well. goodnight
(also, this artist's art is good :]👍)

Why write this?

thicc-lover said:
Why write this?

maybe because i feel like i'm failing my purpose in life and any stupid connection possible would make up for the feelings of self disappointment, or shame... i honestly can't think of any other reason...
i truly believe my brain is a separate entity from who i am- in other words, my soul- and it often functions and reasons in ways i don't understand. maybe it's my medical diagnoses that are why i do random shit like post a funny, absurd, or serious comment on a furry porn site, or why i have the compulsion to flip a coin on the ground for its head to face up so that someone may get that burst of hope a "lucky coin" gives...
it's just something i did, and didn't see how it may hurt anyone in proceeding the action. thank you for caring enough to ask :>

thatonerandomdog said:
im gonna touch you

Most real reply to that being said on an NSFW site